ふらふらな帰り道
家までの慣れた距離
ため息が 白く溶けてゆく
最寄りのコンビニ寄って
いつものアイス買って
ああ 泣けてきちゃう
汗かいて 涙もして
徹夜して もがいたけど
足りなくって
がんばれないよ これ以上は
がんばるしか 道はないけれど
気休めの自分へのご褒美じゃ
誤魔化せない
ほんとの自信だって欲しい
こんな小さな街じゃ
何にもなれるはずない
かっこつけ うちを出た私
夢に夢を見ていた
あの日よりも上手に
笑えてるかな?
寂しくて 電話をした
けど何故か 言えなかった
「会いたいよ」
がんばりたいの もうちょっとだけ
強がること できるうちはまだ
いつの日か叶えられたときには
笑ってほしい
ほんとはダサい私を
だれに憧れてた?
どんな子どもだった?
見失ったら すぐに迷子になりそうだ
何度だって 挫けたけど
それでも まだ胸は鳴ってるの
「がんばれないよ これ以上は」
胸を張って 言える時までは
早歩きに疲れた この足も
止められない
さあ 明日もがんばれ
がんばりたいよ もうちょっとだけ
強がること できるうちはまだ
いつの日か叶えられたときには
笑ってほしい
ほんとはダサい私を
誤魔化せない
ほんとの自信だって欲しい
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Furafura na kaerimichi
Ie made no nareta kyori
Tameiki ga shiroku tokete yuku
Moyori no KONBINI yotte
Itsumo no AISU katte
Aa nakete kichau
Ase kaite namida mo shite
Tetsuya shite mogaita kedo
Tarinakutte
[Ue/Ina/Ku/Ino] Ganbarenai yo kore ijou wa
[Ka/Da/Ma] Ganbaru shika michi wa nai keredo
[Ue/Ina/Ku/Ino] Kiyasume no jibun e no gohoubi ja
[Ka/Da/Ma] Gomakasenai
[Ka/Da/Ma] Honto no jishin datte hoshii
[Ue/Ma] Konna chiisa na machi ja
[Ka/Ku] Nan ni mo nareru hazu nai
Kakkotsuke uchi wo deta watashi
[Ku/Ino] Yume ni yume wo mite ita
[Ina/Ma] Ano hi yori mo jouzu ni
Waraeteru ka na?
[Ka/Da] Samishikute denwa wo shita
[Ka/Ue/Da/Ina] Kedo nazeka ienakatta
[Ku/Ma/Ino] “Aitai yo”
[Ka/Da/Ina] Ganbaritai no mou chotto dake
[Ue/Ku/Ma/Ino] Tsuyogaru koto dekiru uchi wa mada
[Ka/Da/Ina] Itsu no hi ka kanaerareta toki ni wa
[Ue/Ku/Ma/Ino] Waratte hoshii
Honto wa DASAi watashi wo
Dare ni akogareteta?
Donna kodomo datta?
Miushinattara sugu ni maigo ni narisou da
[Ina/Ku/Ma] Nando datte kujiketa kedo
[Ka/Ue/Ino] Sore demo mada mune wa natteru no
“Ganbarenai yo kore ijou wa”
Mune wo hatte ieru toki made wa
[Ka/Ue] Hayaaruki ni tsukareta kono ashi mo
[Ku/Ma/Ino] Tomerarenai
[Ka/Ina/Ma] Saa ashita mo ganbare
[Ue/Da/Ku/Ino] Ganbaritai yo mou chotto dake (Naana~)
Tsuyogaru koto dekiru uchi wa mada (Dekiru uchi wa)
Itsu no hi ka kanaerareta toki ni wa (Kanaerareta toki ni wa)
Waratte hoshii (Waratte hoshii)
Honto wa DASAi watashi wo
Gomakasenai
Honto no jishin datte hoshii |
It’s an unsteady walk path home
I’m used to how far the distance until then is
My sighs melt into white
Stopping in at the nearest convenience store
While I’m buying my usual ice cream
Ah, I end up crying
Drenching myself in sweat, crying so many tears
Pulling so many all-nighters, I struggled so much
But it’s not enough in the end
I don’t have it in me anymore to go on any longer
Yet I don’t have any choice but to keep on going
I can’t fool myself into thinking this is a treat
For my complacent self
I wish I had some real self-confidence
I left home, acting all cool and saying
“I’ll never become anything
In such a small town like this”
I wonder if I can smile any better
Than those days
Where I was just dreaming and dreaming?
I was lonely, so I called back home
But for some reason, I was still not able to say
“I miss you”
I want to try just a little bit more
I still want to smile
When someday, all my hope and dreams come true
Even while I fake it until I make it
I’m really just so lame
Who was I trying so hard to be like?
What kind of child was I being?
When I lost sight of what I was chasing, I soon became like a lost child
I’ve been discouraged so many times
But, even so, my heart still cries out
“I don’t need to try anymore, to go any farther”
Until the time when I can say that proudly
My legs, so tired of their brisk walking
Can’t stop
OK, I’ll keep on trying
I want to try just a little bit more
I still want to smile
When someday, all my hope and dreams come true
Even while I fake it until I make it
I’m really just so lame
I can’t fool myself
I wish I had some real self-confidence |